
The Totoma lived a harsh life. One of strength, will, power, and glory. To earn a name you must shine. But when no-one took you seriously that task, earning a name before you died, was a hard battle. Such was his case. He wasn't a stranger to snickers and laughs. Jokes at his expense. When your pelt was as cream as his and your horns were the colors of the bridge that appeared sometimes after rainfall, you were hard pressed to earn any respect from your peers.. even if they hardly knew you. But, as fate would have it, his luck all changed one day. Though it was under the gravest of circumstances, in a way it couldn't have been more perfect or needed. It happened so suddenly on a grey, muggy day when the sun was trying to shine but the clouds were stubborn and unmoving. There came a great cry from the tribe and he ran from the berry patch to see what the commotion was. Usually when he entered the area he was quickly spotted and singled out, but this day no eyes were on him. Instead all eyes were on a soon to be mother Totoma in the throes of labor. She was struggling to birth her newest lamb and it was evident that she was in great agony. The faces of those wise in the knowledge of such matters was grim, their expressions furrowing in worry and their hushed tones not helping ease the mothers tension. The stress, the negativity, the looming, no wonder this mother was struggling! Without a second thought he pushed through the crowd and took up beside her, kneeling down he offered her a warm gaze and began to sing. His voice was like no other, the tones and pitch were beautiful and soothing and his bright colors lit up the dark grey of the afternoon. Everyone took a step back, gave them room, but he kept his gaze on her. As the song continued she began to relax more and more, his voice putting her mind at ease and therefore her body. No sooner had he begun than the bleating of a small lamb could be heard. Fuzzy and soft and blind he came into their world. There rose a rowdy cheer through the tribe like thunder and the brightly colored Totoma smiled at her. "Well done." He chuckled. The Female Toto sighed and looked him firmly in the eyes. "You are a blessing from the motherfather. You and your Song That Soothes, you have done us all a great service. Thank you." Getting up he returned to the crowd, only from that day on he never heard another unkind word. Instead many mothers often seek him out when it is time to bring new life into the world and those who are to journey into the next life seek the comfort of his voice or those left behind request he sing to the glories of those departed. His purpose. His worth. Finally he felt at peace.