
Control meant, being able to tear himself away from his love of making the world a more colorful place to instead focus on the bright, sparkly doe he met by chance...and enjoyed spending time with more than he enjoyed hunting for berries, and mashing them down to a smearable consistency.
And this of course meant that now, a new sort of color was being brought into the world, and it brought joy to the bucks heart. He was already hard pressed to ever be anything but joyful but he thought he'd burst out of his hide now.
Control also meant, that now he had to be away from berries and doe alike, because his father had gently urged him to seek out a blessing, for the babies. He wasn't entirely sure what he meant by that, Take On Me didn't explain it well, just said to give it some thought on what he'd want for his offpsring. So as he walked, he thought. And lost his train of thought, a lot, but eventually he found his way back to it again.
@Blinded By Silence